Just A Day

 Dear blog, you've been a good companion and a loyal listener (: I thank you for that and I won't ask more of you only to just need you to stay the same. I've no idea what to write now but I still feel like writing and here it goes. Hmm, yesterday's okay and I did basically nothing apart from just sitting around at home in front of my laptop. Boring life? You tell me. So, I've been listening to this one video with three songs since morning up till now as in the whole day. I have no clue why am I so addicted to it but one thing's for sure is that I kept on pressing the replay button. Freaky, I can see that. It's just that there's too much in my mind and I need to tune it all down so I helped myself by listening to these songs. I don't even know what's right and what's wrong now. I need to talk to someone but I couldn't because I don't know how to explain things. I met my best friend today afternoon and I needed her so badly! I mean I need someone to tell me that I'm sane and whatever I'm doing is the right thing. If it's not the right thing, at least someone to tell me how to fix things. The whole day, I was able to hide my actual feelings but not now because I can't sleep. Please, I hope everything goes okay and I can actually forget things that I don't want to remember. I hoped that being with friends just now can actually make me let loose of myself and be more positive. I'm going to send a silent prayer so that what I hope will come true. Amin (: It was nice too despite all of the gloomy emotions I'm feeling, I admit that I did have some nice time. Thanks to some, I guess. That's all I'm telling. I had an up and down day but I'm still breathing and continuing my life hoping for a better outcome in the upcoming days :DD

Don't Assume Please (:

 The picture speaks for itself. Humans are so annoying because at 1st impression they tend to judge. See, our brains function to detect people's attitude , appearance and what not  and there comes 1st impressions. Well, the impressions we get at 1st sight may or may not be true. In my point of view, judging someone after getting to know them for a short while always mislead us to certain things. Observing someone by the way they dress up , talk , walk or whatsoever is a bad way to find out how they actually are in person. I sometimes do that too so I'm writing this to remind myself not to jump into conclusions just by seeing how someone appears to look like. I don't know why but I just hate it when people judge without knowing the truth or the story behind every action a person does. Seriously man, don't be so paranoia with things around you. A guy may appear all good-looking and gentleman but deep down he can be such a pain-in-the-butt jerk. A girl can be so flawless and dreamy but she might be a stuck-up-b***h somewhere so it's obvious that judgements on the outer personality is so wrong. Why not try making conversations and get to know them better then you can have the rights to judge. I know this because in life, I've encountered so many people who just judge from what they see without having the heart to know what the actual reason is behind every action done. I feel terrible on behalf of them for what they've been missing. Who knows the person they hate all this while could've been the best friend a person could ask for. Pity. So please, whatever it is try seeking for an explanation for a better glimpse of what someone is like. Don't be a hater because no hate is going to bring you satisfaction instead it'll only make you feel insecure about yourself. True. Hmm..I wonder how many relationships could have been saved, how many farce relationships unshackled, how many business deals might have been clinched, how many frauds could have been averted, if we were never equipped with this human-instinct of judging people from appearances! Lol. Who knows, right? Nobody. You do get me however that just don't be so judging on what appears to the naked eye because at times, only the heart speaks and knowing someone by the heart brings more joy and understanding rather than outer appearance (: Note that one can pretend to be someone one is not and vice versa. Life is full of adventures so enjoy experiencing them while you can and make the best out of it. Don't fill yourself with hatred because no fun will ever comes out of it :3

Someone I Know

Okay #awkward .. Hi there. This is my 1st post and I feel like talking about someone (:

It is fun to have you around. I don't know why but you actually help make me laugh and forget how hurt I felt when the only person I thought meant the world to me left. True. I have lots of other friends but talking to them took only part of the pain which helps only a tiny bit. The whole thing is different when I'm talking to you. You make me forget. Thank you. Recently, you told me you're hurt because someone did something bad to you and the worst part is that you actually love that someone. I'm not a good place for you to seek for advice but I assure you I am capable of being a good listener. I couldn't tell you some things but here, I put it down in words :

You're a great person. You don't need people to complete you. You yourself is more than enough.

No matter how lonely you feel, put it this way : Friends will always be there

Don't blame people for mistakes done by a person in your life. It is unfair.

You COLOUR your life with things you want to remember but ERASE those that makes you sad.

Memories are memories. You can't touch them no more.

Try giving yourself another chance (:

Remember the YOU that I first got to know?

So cheerful and up for any challenges. Not the one who always feel lonely blablabla

Don't you remember? I do.

I remember the day you waved at me and yes, it caught me off guard. HAHA

I remember thinking that you were quite a cute person.

I remember that. It was funny though.

After a couple of years, we meet again (:

I remember how I did not recognize you.

I remember how I asked my friend 'Who is that?'

I remember how we actually became friends after the day we accidentally got stuck in the same group of friends.

I remember how we talked, oh well chat on Facebook.

I remember how it was easy for me to open up to you.

I remember you telling me all about your dramas in life.

I do remember a lot of things.

You are one good friend. That I can tell you. I find it easy to talk to you. It's because you would do most of the talking. All this while I would be the one starting a conversation but with you it doesn't necessarily have to be me. I find it nice that for once I would be the one listening not talking. I thank you for that :DD Not that I am saying I do understand you but I am trying.I'm not a mind reader so I don't know what do you think of me,but I can assure you I am glad that I got the chance to know you . You are fun to befriend and interesting to get to know. You see things differently than any typical people. I find that unique in a very weird way. Because the way you see those things, super WEIRD! You say things directly. Sometimes, truth hurts #justsaying HAHA! Yehh you make me laugh a lot with your stupid jokes. Talking to you makes me feel matured. I like that because not many can make me feel that way. Not old, MATURED. Note that eyy.

I don't know how to describe you but you are one unique person. Don't change that :D